I can’t wait to finally love somebody completely. I hope to know their flaws and their strengths, what they fear and what their aspirations are, and allow them to know these things about me in return. I want to be able to trust and love that somebody whole-heartedly - Have the opportunity to open up to them; to give all that I am and know that there is safety with that one person. To come home to someone who just ‘gets me’, who just sits there and listens if they don’t understand – sometimes it won’t require listening, just sitting together in silence will help. To know my future is likely to be shared with a companion that will stand with me, for me, would be amazing.
I hope I find my ‘somebody’ that I can make happy, who loves me for who I am. I’m waiting for that somebody that I can trust, honour and respect until the end of my days.
That elation of knowing I’ve found my ‘somebody’ is what I’m waiting for – not the deep breath, but rather the release; that sigh of relief.
My problem is, I know that given the right person comes along, I will have too much love to give.
This is the view from the hill right now…. shits me that I have to sit up here in my car just to use the internet. GAH! D=
I can’t help but sit here and think: “I love it here, but I freakin’ hate it too.’ So many things will be easier once we move; BRING ON APRIL!!!
So, I’ve had a whole week off of work due to the Christmas break and everything, and it all starts back up tomorrow- Thank God! SOOOO BORED! Meanwhile, I spent a large portion of today playing Final Fantasy X. Time well spent. =D I’m 20 in February and I still play the PS2…. some think it’s tragic (Mum); I prefer to think that I still have some childhood innocence and enjoy the little things while I can. Other than that, I should have done a heap of sketching this week (need to do lots of practise before I get back to Uni and do Vis Arts.)
Dug out a heap of photos I had in files today- I decided I get a heap printed in Sepia tone to put on my door in the flat next year. I miss the Hall like crazy! Cant wait to get back; so many people I’m missing. Feeling a little lost without my Ginger (Hayley.) **sigh**