While doing some homework this morning, I stumbled across a bit of my past. I thought I would share.
I used to be a Christian. LOL!!! right? =/
Those videos ^^^ are songs we had on camp years ago.
Anyway, I watched a few videos this morning, and I though I would share the two above ones with you because they’re so beautiful. It’s not the religion that I want to share, or try to force upon anyone —- not even attempting that shit; it’s the people and song that I want to share. The people come together for one thing- worship. They have something they are completely comfortable putting all their trust into. The song- Listen to the people! They have this unwavering faith. I remember what it felt like to be a part of that; to have those ‘feels’ lol. It was a kind of internal stillness that made you feel whole. So strange.
I don’t intend on turning back to Christianity soon - I have too many qualms with it. I would like to have something to believe in though…. Hmm. I think I miss that feeling; the one I really struggle to explain with any kind of accuracy or justice.
Anyway, I’ll leave it at that. =)